I would love to live my life without being judged. I wonder why people expect me to live by their rules.
I wonder why I try. I need to feel free to do as I please. Today a friend expected me to account for my behavoir and I felt that she was expecting me to seek her permission to behave a certain way. I started to feel righteous indignation and felt highly mistrusted. I dont really understand what it is I feel, I suppose I feel like she is trying to control me. Life can be complicated enough without having to worry bout what others think of me. I hate being expected to conform to values that I dont agree with. I hate people trying to control how I think. I just want to be free to live my own life my way.
I wonder why I try. I need to feel free to do as I please. Today a friend expected me to account for my behavoir and I felt that she was expecting me to seek her permission to behave a certain way. I started to feel righteous indignation and felt highly mistrusted. I dont really understand what it is I feel, I suppose I feel like she is trying to control me. Life can be complicated enough without having to worry bout what others think of me. I hate being expected to conform to values that I dont agree with. I hate people trying to control how I think. I just want to be free to live my own life my way.
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